
Coffee has gone home for good.
God has held his hand and brought him home.
i remember the day i saw him. the day i brought him back. the days i brought him out. the happy times we had. his voice. his fur. his paws. his everything.
how could i forget? i don't think i ever will. unless something happens. he is SO cool. so sweet. so handsome. so wonderful. so 'guai'. so cute. so nice.
i too don't want to forget him. i love him. i loved him. i still love him. and i ALWAYS will love him. i will remember the wonderful times we had. the nice things he did.
i got him because of my previous two guinea pigs which was meant for sis. 'mao mao and wang wang. ' that's their names. 
the white one is maomao, a girl. the black with white head, is wangwang. maomao is a very brave girl. running all around, not wanting you to carry her. and when she is out, OFF she goes. byebye~ she is cute. but she can be annoying too, because she doesn't let us carry her. haha.
wangwang on the other hand is very quite and tame. just like coffee is. he follows maomao. they are so lovely. i use to bring them to the park to eat grass and enjoy and people would can and pat them. it's always nice, to make friends and letting them run and have fun and eat. i wouldn't forget that too. but because we were lazy and didn't clean their cages and my dad wasn't happy about it, he sold them away... :"( i cried, i was so angry, i was angry that dad sold them without letting me know. i was so sad i couldn't say my last good bye or something.
so i got my darling coffee. i use to go to SPCA very often. so one fine day, i saw Coffee and hurriedly called mum and we got him. Uncle Jerry, one of the staff there ( now no longer ), helped with the adoption. he gave us a free cage too. my mum's friend went to help us bring the Big cage home. i was so happy. all the joy building up, HIGH up. a huge smile on my face.
i set his cage up, lay the news paper and all sorts. fed him, played with him, talk to him, carried him. he is not those that is very tamed, he seems to prefer being on himself. but i didn't let him. ^^ i brought him out, to petmovers, parks, school, visits and MANY more. one of the 'outing', we went to petmovers and someone was asking owners some question and she saw Coffee and came to ask what is he and i told her he is a guinea pig. she looked so ... surprised? and she was also giving some things to the owners. but because coffee is a guinea pig she couldn't give me anything. that was such a nice memory.
every time we open our fridge, coffee would squeak for food, vegetables. i miss the sound... i miss having him around. sis do too although she doesn't really play with coffee. coffee means so much to me. all this was before i got Prince, helped with the fostering and all sorts.
soon, we got Prince. and i didn't send as much time as i did... i send 80% of my time with Prince than to coffee. then even more dogs came into my life, looking after them is so nice. sometimes i even forgets coffee. and sometimes when coffee squeak, i ignore. but i still did play with him.
but when even more came, the lesser i played. and these few days... i didn't really take him out to play. but i did realise he was getting thinner and his water didn't seem to have lessen.. and his food seems to slow down. ( lesser was gone ). he didn't squeak too.. but i didn't really notice. if only i had took him out, check on him everyday, knew he isn't well, took him to the vet earlier, he wouldn't have gone..
THANKS darling coffee:
thanks for being such a nice guinea pig
thanks for being my little ' dog ' when i didn't have any
thanks for the joys you brought
thanks for the EVERYTHING
SORRY dear:
sorry that i didn't play with you so often
sorry that i didn't check on you EVERYDAY
sorry that i didn't bring you to the vet earlier
sorry that i didn't take good care of you
sorry that i didn't care about you sometimes
sorry that i didn't notice how sick you were
sorry that i ignored you sometimes
sorry for EVERYTHING i did that made you sad or was bad.
SORRY to those that LOVED coffee so much, but because of me, coffee went home.. I'm sorry.
coffee's last day:
i brought him to school because it's easier to go to the vet from there ( but mum asked me to not go to school and bring coffee to the vet. if only i did.. ) in school, he wasn't moving much, didn't even stand right.
took from my friend's blog, HT.
"today, a life was lost at around 1609. it is Jeanette's dear pet guinea pig, coffee. coffee is a v. cute guinea pig which has black smooth hair, and a little mix of other small strands of other color hair. jean's mom discovered that coffee was not being his normal on last Sunday. and till today, it has dragged for 4 days. when we just reached the vet, the doctor took his temperature and found out that it was 40.6DC, instead of the normal temperature-38DC. coffee had high fever. he also had diarrhoea. he had v. little appetite, and was twitching once in a few seconds. coffee also looked like he is having a hard time breathing as he is breathing v. hard. the doctor said that the fever has been delayed and have damaged coffee's brains, and coffee was in a half conscious state(coma). because coffee had v. little appetite, the doctor had to make coffee have some energy. so, a dripper containing sugar solution is dripped into coffee's body. the doctor also gave him some medicine that would bring down his temperature and improve his diarrhoea. he also had many sips of water. we thought that he would be just fine and start playing around in the next few days.
when we finished paying for the medicine, Jeanette noticed that coffee was not moving, or twitching at all. this frightened us a lot. we went into the room again. and the doctor examined coffee again. he announced that coffee could not make it.. at that point of time, jean was already crying. followed by me. i can see that she is v. sad, even though she is smiling forcefully every time i look at her. it is her precious little coffee, which she treats like her own. even when i am not the owner of coffee, and i saw the poor coffee being held on the table and could not stop twitching, with such teary eyes, i would also feel sad. instantly, i could feel the strong bond of jean and coffee. (shut up, I'm crying while typing this already) i was really angry why God took away the innocent coffee's life, even when i prayed more than 3 times to him before coffee passed on. when that was announced, i prayed to God and asked him why. but all i can pray to God is that i hope he could take coffee with him and take care of him.
then, we went to pasir ris on car to bury coffee at A.L.L. when we got down of the car, jean hugged coffee and kissed him, snuggled him, and even called him in a v. precious way. and she even said sorry. i really wanna tell jean that you don't have to feel sorry, because everyone has to leave, and just that coffee's one is earlier.. then, jean took pictures of her coffee. i could sense that she misses him, and can you ever imagine like your children has died? that's how she feels i bet. coffee is her precious. soon, the hole was dug. the way i saw jean carefully put coffee into the hole was super touching. jean placed coffee carefully, and even positioned him into a v. comfortable position. aft which, coffee was buried. me and jean then went home.
a normal life span of a guinea pig is 4 years. and coffee, lived for 2 years plus. this is half of his life. and i believe that God will take care of coffee in heaven, and i hope that coffee can rest in peace. the cute, cheerful coffee, has now become a memory in our lives. i can only hope that jean feels better and don't feel remorseful as its not your fault.. and i hope she will get over the death of coffee and continue to save more pets' life, like she tried to save coffee's. this event made me like animals and wanna help them. i hope that everyone reading this will be able to save animals and help them and of cos, love them to the fullest."
HT: i really want to thank you. thank you for being there, thank you for the tears. thank you for posting such a meaningful post. thank you so much.
words from a conversation between D and Myself:
"i was so scared. because after the 'doc' checked him and put him into the carrier, and we did the payment and everything, before i went home i checked him and he wasn't moving. no breathing so i asked my friend to check for me if i saw wrongly and she confirmed that there wasn't breathing.
so i asked the helper to check for me but she was busy so she asked me to ask the 'doc'. when he was checking i grabbed her hand tight and tears just rowed down
then i really started crying
that's the saddest part of loving an animal. when it's time to let go.
be strong.
there are a lot of "what if" if you want to start thinking. what's more important... is you learn.
ya... learn to care for them. not to forget about them
to always check on them and if something is wrong, ask or bring them to the vet
it makes you treasure prince isn't it?
sometimes we need a wake up call. and unfortunately, the wake up call is often a sad affair. that's probably human nature.
every thing happen for a reason. but whatever the reason is, it must make us a better person.
ya. at least i see prince everyday no matter what. and if something is wrong it's easier to see/notice. what's the reason for coffee dieing? for me to learn to treasure my other pets more?
maybe"
COFFEE I LOVE YOU. ALWAYS. LAST TIME. NOW. NEXT TIME.
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. MAY GOD TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOU. MAY YOU ENJOY YOUR LIFE WITH HIM.
I'LL NEVER FORGET YOU.